‘Masters Of Sex’ Creator Michelle Ashford: ‘I Had Every Horrible Job Imaginable’

‘Masters Of Sex’ Creator Michelle Ashford: ‘I Had Every Horrible Job Imaginable’
What does it take to get to the top — without losing your center? Our “Making It Work” series profiles successful, dynamic women who are standouts in their fields, peeling back the “hows” of their work and their life, taking away lessons we can all apply to our own.

Michelle Ashford, an Emmy-nominated writer for the HBO miniseries “The Pacific,” does not consider herself successful — at least not according to her definition: “having felt that what you did mattered, that it had meaning.”

“I think my children matter, and they have great meaning. And I have fantastic friends, and I think that has meaning,” Ashford explains. “But in terms of my career, I don’t think that I’m there yet, no. But I have my eye on that.”

Ashford is taking another step toward that goal as creator of the new Showtime series “Masters of Sex,” about famed sex researchers William Masters and Virginia Johnson, which premieres on September 29.

Why do you do the work you do?

What I love so much about writing is it’s like you’re a perpetual student. You have 30 books on your desk, and it’s like going back to school. For example, I didn’t really know anything about Masters and Johnson, just vaguely, and then I read Thom Maier’s biography and I thought,“Wow, what a fascinating world.” So now I’m immersed in that. It’a like traveling without having to leave your desk.

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Ashford working in her home office.

Did you end up in this profession by design or by accident?

It was not always the plan. I was an economics major, and I had vague notions of “maybe I’ll be a lawyer,” “maybe I’ll be a businesswoman.” It was basically me floating around with no direction. Then my last year of college, I took an elective television class, and I made a documentary on hospice care. I thought, “Well, this is so much more fun than economics.” So I decided I would come to LA. I had no contacts and I had every horrible job imaginable for a long time. And then the people who kept sort of pulling me along with them were people in television. But I had no idea if I could write so I finally quit doing all these assistant jobs, and I tried to write a script.

When you say you had “every horrible job imaginable,” are you talking about the assistant jobs?

I was a page at Channel 5 in Los Angeles, KTLA, where you wore a polyester uniform and sat live audiences for shows. I was paid like $80 every two weeks. Then I was a receptionist. Then I was a PA and had to get everyone lunch. So it was all jobs within the industry, but they were the most bottom-level, menial jobs. But in the process of doing these jobs, I would meet people. I would say, “Please, if you go to another job, will you take me?” And they often would. So that was how I slowly got to understand how the TV business works.

Do women have a responsibility to help other women at work?

It’s a very curious thing, the idea of looking at what I do and separating it by sex. When I first started, I was on the staffs of shows where I was the only girl and yet I didn’t ever have the feeling of being held back or marginalized because I was a female. I know other people have felt that. I haven’t. That being said, I don’t know that I need to make it a mission to cultivate women because they’re women, but I do look for really talented women and try to bring them onboard. This is what happens with hiring minority writers as well. When you’re doing my job, you have to hire the best writers, period. However, when you do find someone that’s really talented that’s a woman or some kind of minority, then it’s thrilling to plant your flag and say, “This is my person.” Oddly enough, on “Masters of Sex,” three of our episodes were directed by women, our staff was half women, my producing partner is a woman. A lot of the people that have interviewed us say, “Wow, this whole show is run by women.” We look at each other and think, “We didn’t design it that way.” And that’s actually pretty great.

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Ashford with “Masters of Sex” co-executive producer Sarah Timberman.

Do you have a work persona and a non-work persona?

I’m in charge of a lot of people, so when I go to work, I feel the responsibility to be bit of a cheerleader and to keep everything on track so it’s a very extroverted personality that needs to show up and do my job. But the truth is at heart I’m a writer, and that is an incredibly introverted sort of character. I think I’m an introvert that has to act like an extrovert a lot.

Are you close friends with anyone you work with or have worked with in the past?

Yes, very close. Everyone I’ve ever been with romantically, I met through work. Some of my very, very best friends I met through work. One of the nice things about being on television shows is you are thrown in with people in such an intimate and time-intensive way that you get to know them really well.

Did you meet your husband, Greg Walker, working on a show?

I was his boss actually, although I was very well behaved. I had a previous husband, and I met him through work.

And you have kids?

I have two kids, 9 and 11. It was a lucky coincidence that I happened to pick a career — or a career picked me — that was actually conducive to having children. Had I been a lawyer, I don’t know how I would have done it. The thing about writing is I could write at home. I never stopped working when I had kids at all.

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Ashford with husband Greg Walker and sons Ben and Sam before the Emmys.

Have you ever been in the situation where the big meeting at work coincided with the school play or something else involving your kids?

Yes. I decide to go with whatever involves my kids. I work with a lot of people who have kids, and they get it. And I have not found anybody saying, “This is a dealbreaker.” So I just stick with that.

What’s the distribution of work like in your household?

I’m much more in charge of everything that goes on in our household, although he’ll make lunches or he’ll take the kids to school if I can’t. I still think that women do much more of that than men. Luckily, my husband is a great cook. In terms of cleaning up the mess, it’s always me.

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Ashford with her family in the costume department of “Masters of Sex.”

Did your mother work?

My mother died about five years ago. When I was growing up, she was a stay-at-home mom. She was a good cook, and she helped us with homework and took us to our music lessons, and she was very present. When we went to college, she got a job working at the Claremont colleges in development.

Did she understand why you work the way you do?

I think my mother was secretly very pleased that I worked and slightly envious. My mother was very smart, an incredible reader, and I think there was a part of her that thought, “The fact that all I’ve done is just raise children is not entirely satisfying.” She was really happy that she raised three kids, but I think part of her felt a little bit restless.

Tell me about an average workday vs. a great workday.

An average workday is one with a million distractions. I’m running around and forget to eat and look up and go, “Oh my god, it’s 5:30 already and this day is not even two-thirds over.” That’s sort of an average day, which is not bad, but feels exhausting and fragmented. A great day for me is a really good writing day, which is just being quiet in my office and getting a lot done and feeling really pleased by what I’ve written.

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Ashford with “The Pacific” co-producer Robert Schenkkan at the 2011 Writers Guild Awards.

When was the most recent time you thought about quitting your job?

Oh, I think about quitting it all the time. I do love writing, but writing is different from engaging in the business part of what we do. I get very fatigued with what the marketplace is saying is good material and what is not. I have this fantasy that someday I’ll never have to read Deadline again.

Do you keep your phone next to your bed?

No. I detest my cell phone and forget it about half the day. I understand the need for cell phones, but I think they’re pernicious and I think the idea of being glued to your phone is awful. I still have a landline and I will keep it till the day that I die.

Is your to-do list electronic or paper?

Paper. I still have an address book that’s handwritten. I don’t even have people’s contacts in my computer. That’s how prehistoric I am.

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The writers’ room of “Masters of Sex. Each card represents a scene.

Do you get enough sleep?

No, but it’s not because I’m staying up so late. The problem is I have a lot on my mind, and I find that I wake up. So I have a little secret life in the middle of the night, where I sometimes read or just think about what I’m working on. Many times I’ve gotten up and worked. I try not to do that too much because sometimes if you get going, then you’ve been up since 3. I find actually the thinking in the middle of the night can be incredibly helpful for what you have to do the next day. I’ve actually solved a lot of story problems, so while it’s annoying, maybe it happens to me for a reason.

Do you get enough exercise?

I try to at least get to a gym twice a week. I try to go for a walk other times. I don’t get enough exercise, but I don’t see how I can fit any more in than I already am.

Are you paid what you’re worth?

That’s a very tricky question because people in the entertainment business tend to be paid a lot, and if you compare what I do to a woman exactly my age who is teaching in a public school and trying her damnedest to give kids the best shot at a good life, no, I’m overpaid. She should be taking some of my money. But it is what the market will bear, and so I don’t send my checks back and I’m grateful for them. And when you’re in the thick of it, you think, “My god, they should double my salary.” But in the bigger picture, I think people in entertainment and sports are overpaid.

What would you title your autobiography?

“She Tried.”

Is there a woman you know of who is Making It Work? We’d love to include her in our series. Send your suggestions to women@huffingtonpost.com.

This interview has been edited and condensed.

Time Out Tip Of The Day: September 25, 2013
Need a time out? You’re in luck. In honor of Bliss’ Triple Oxygen Month, HuffPost’s GPS for the Soul has teamed up with Bliss spa experts to provide the best tips to take a rejuvenating time out each and every day for the month of September. We want to help you make the next 30 days a time of reflection and renewal. Make sure to check back here every day for your new Time Out Tip, and learn more about Bliss’ new line of Triple Oxygen products by clicking here.

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Tree Houses That Offer A Moment Of Peace Above It All (PHOTOS)
The stress and strain of constantly being connected can sometimes take your life — and your well-being — off course. GPS For The Soul can help you find your way back to balance.

GPS Guides are our way of showing you what has relieved others’ stress in the hopes that you will be able to identify solutions that work for you. We all have de-stressing “secret weapons” that we pull out in times of tension or anxiety, whether they be photos that relax us or make us smile, songs that bring us back to our heart, quotes or poems that create a feeling of harmony, or meditative exercises that help us find a sense of silence and calm. We encourage you to look at the GPS Guide below, visit our other GPS Guides here, and share with us your own personal tips for finding peace, balance and tranquility.

Sometimes we just need to take a time out for ourselves — no excuses necessary. Even if your only moment to yourself is in a cubicle, you can still relax and recharge by visualizing a happy and quiet place for you to retreat to. Treehouses make awesome getaways and provide a safe space for you to think and connect with yourself and nature. So use these images to turn your desk into your own treehouse for a moment and let go of any tension.

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Why Happiness Is Your Secret To Productivity
How are happiness and productivity related? If you want to improve productivity, look no further than your mindset. Marcus Aurelius reminds us: “Very little is needed to make a happy life; it is all within yourself, in your way of thinking.”

The 7 Things You Must Do Today
The majority of us have learned to see life as a routine — we’ve stopped thinking about what we should do and instead only think about what we need to do. But living consciously is a choice and tiny deviations from our daily grind will help us make choices that we can be proud of. Several simple actions can shift our state of mind to cultivate a sense of tranquility about our life circumstances and an understanding about the world around us that goes beyond an everyday level.

Perform these seven deeds today to strengthen your energy, advance your wisdom and elevate your awareness:

Show patience. Our patience is tested in small ways each day. It may be morning traffic, a long line at checkout, or a particularly slow person walking in front of us. Pass your challenges of patience with a bit of compassion and a large calming breath. Remember that everything can wait but nothing is worth you taking a wrongful action that can never be taken back.

Thank yourself. We thank each other all the time — for holding doors, minor favors and common services. But when is the last time you thanked yourself? Stand in front of a mirror and smile at your reflection. Express self-gratitude in a few simple words. Thank yourself for your lifetime of hard work, your generous nature and your drive to succeed. You of all people deserve the recognition.

Tell three people you love them. How good does it feel to hear the words “I love you?” We simply don’t tell our dear ones that we love them often enough. Instead, we take our time with others for granted until we no longer have them in our lives. Call three people you care about today and tell them just how much you love them. Consider calling someone you don’t speak to on a daily basis, too, and expressing to them your heartfelt affection. Spreading love is contagious, and the more you share it the more you will receive it.

Take time for serenity. Our hectic schedules don’t allow for much “me” time. We run around taking care of business, chores and others so that we often forget to take care of ourselves. Take 30 minutes out of your day (today and every day) simply to bond with yourself in your favorite way. Bask in the beauty of your own company. Take a walk, write down your thoughts or meditate quietly. Do whatever helps you discover your deepest layers.

Put yourself in someone else’s shoes. Rarely do we understand how others feel. Instead we are quick to judge, blame, and become angry in the heat of disagreement. We don’t realize how easily we would resolve our issues with others if we simply put ourselves in their shoes for just a moment. The next time you don’t see eye to eye with someone or a person irritates you, halt your emotions and ask yourself, “Do I know what this person has been through today?” Pleasantly surprise others by showing compassion instead of intolerance.

Detach from your past. Granted, detaching from negative experiences in our past is easier said than done. But it is something we must all learn to do in order to progress. The easiest way to detach is to forgive, both ourselves and others, for prior mistakes. When you find yourself thinking about a hurtful memory, remind yourself that it has passed and never needs to reoccur. Force the harmful thought out of your mind and imagine a positive opposite happening in the near future.

List your ambitions. Never underestimate the power of a list. Writing down a thought or intention is your first step towards bringing it to life; it has now become a tangible object on the paper. Creating a list of what you’d like to accomplish will not only spur momentum within you, it will prioritize your needs and desires within your mind. This will help you understand where you need to start, what you will need to do, and how to proceed towards your goal. Compile an agenda of the top ten things you’d like to achieve in the next year, being honest and realistic to your specific wishes. Fold your list and carry it with you wherever you go. When faced with a significant decision, glance over your list to ensure that your actions are in accordance with your ambitions.

Our choice of actions carries us through life day by day. But when we don’t expand our actions to include conscious decisions, we limit our capacity and well-being. The true power and purpose of our potential becomes evident when we interrupt our routine and introduce small reminders of grace into everyday life.

To doing only great things,

Dr. Carmen Harra

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Deepak Chopra’s Advice On Controlling Your Anger (VIDEO)
When someone tears you down, how do you react without anger? That’s the question Raheem, 22, has for spiritual teacher and author Deepak Chopra on “Help Desk,” a new special on OWN.

“I have an anger problem that I want to control before I reach the breaking point,” Raheem says in the video.

“Back in my neighborhood, when I do yoga, there’s a lot of people around there that make fun of it and think it’s not a ‘man’ thing to do,” he says.

“So I started to get angry and pissed off,” Raheem continues. “I want to just relax, and not get in trouble for it.”

Chopra has advice for him. “So this is very good that you’re changing, but people around you are stuck in the old ways of violence and false ideas of masculinity,” Chopra says. “And they are ridiculing you, and in a way they are challenging your integrity.”

“So the first thing you have to realize is that you are transforming, and when you transform, it’s uncomfortable for other people who can’t see where you are going,” Chopra tells Raheem.

He explains the challenge is to not react. “You don’t transform them by reacting, you transform them through your personal transformation,” Chopra says. “You want to be the change you see in them. But you have to be patient.”

“Will you try it?” Chopra asks.

“Yes,” Raheem says, nodding.

“And I’ll come there and I’ll help you with this,” Chopra says.

Two special half-hour encore episodes of “Help Desk” will air Sunday, September 29 at 12 p.m. ET following “Super Soul Sunday” on OWN.

Steven Pressfield And Oprah Discuss How To Live In The Moment (VIDEO)
Author Steven Pressfield knows what it’s like to feel stuck. That’s exactly how he felt as he was struggling to write his first novel The Legend of Bagger Vance, but after breaking down his barriers, the book went on to become a bestseller and Hollywood feature film. In this clip from the upcoming episode on “Super Soul Sunday,” Oprah asks Pressfield to discuss how each of us can realize our purpose in the world by “being in the flow.”

“Everybody has a flow or a zone in their life. Joseph Campbell called it ‘following your bliss,'” Oprah says.

“And you say each of us needs to pursue our calling with gusto and to live in that zone as often as possible,” she says to Pressfield. “So that’s what we want to figure out how to do. How do we be in that zone as often as possible?”

“Well, I know that you’ve got to get out of your little head,” Pressfield says, pointing to his temple. “And into that larger identity, whatever that is.”

To do that, Pressfield says we need to lose ourselves. “Which is nothing, to me, more fancy than what any kid does when they’re playing. If kids were just playing here on this lawn, they forget time. They forget everything. And they’re just playing. They’re kind of in the moment,” he says.

“Present moment, yeah,” Oprah says.

To live in the moment, Pressfield says he has a simple tip.

“Now, what I found that works for me is just sitting down. Just sit down,” he says. “I have a thing where I say, ‘Put your ass where your heart wants to be.’ And by that I simply mean, if you want to paint, put your body in front of an easel. You know? If you want to write, sit in front of a keyboard. And then just plunge in.”

Oprah’s conversation with Pressfield on “Super Soul Sunday” airs Sunday, Sept. 29 at 11 a.m. ET on OWN.

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